I don’t think – or didn’t thinkg it was time to move on – just because we were away.
So all I think & do dealing with you isn’t weird – it’s normal. I missed a loved on alot. We said a lot —
I accused you of using me — not ture…. but I feel hurt — & a bit shell shocked so I am not able to explain everything. I love you — but what I have misrepresented as total devotion is confusion & loss for a desperately desired solution. You accused me of not having any direction — which also crazed me. I am meeting all my needs, I am traveling — becomingin more productive since I graduated — getting geared. You seem no closer than me — so it comes across as hypocrticial… How long before you’re done with school? How long until you start your real life? I am in better shape in some ways. And at least I know whether or not I love you.
THIS IS DANGEROUS STUFF!!!!
Call me when you’re done with your “time & space”. I cannot handle having my love somewhere she cannot tell… we need to see each other… desperately….