A younger Michael, circa 1994 That whole situation – the buildup the note Everything about her – it was fake. She didn’t exist. A foreign exchange student embodied one of my many dreams. It always (more…)
a lot
He can get alot down But doubts his ability The tenacity to fight with his other thoughts & write these down…. while the others – all the others (STOP IT) like the skeletons pushing (more…)
Take it as you will
Legs clasping red wine, Thing must be done before making love to these words again the ancient mistress infallible even when fucked, gone – out of it. A long time lover you come back to for (more…)
Play on
Very difficult – dark like the heart of fire Broken things falling through – I can feel it ebbing snapping – like the fire. No music is the way it was spoken – Natural. So hear the grind (more…)
EWM
Writers might not have the capability for sustainability this…. passionate fervour. Never stable – They can elate & strike awe. People hang on every word – & (more…)
goodnight
A wide and softly alluring come hither cliche — I won’t do it — But it is there I’m sober, I’m not She’s not, closing at work… I’m forgetting something, again. or interrupting again. It is (more…)
Early enough
It is early enough still to deal with these things in the night— the moment of mediocre distance and bating emotionaless time with fall decree by insanity & drunken madness. Sadness– (more…)
Greedy interiors
The carpet didn’t like the gin — the towel was thirsty for it– an hour later the towel sopping with saliva from this wanton mouth. (circa TBD)
She
She could have flung around rail cars. Torn apart huge men rigging ships— Palpable– confused, unmitigated anger What should have been said? With such flaccid love still there & we couldn’t drink & (more…)
I guess I miss the playa
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I flew over the playa this morning. A deep love and friend is out there with DPW. My Canadian brethern are getting RV’d out and road tripping. I just went to a wedding this (more…)